Gym attempt one, fail.

My failed attempt at going to the gym was a bust.  I’m mad at myself but with a foot that feels like it’s on fire, you can’t really do much right?  About to take a nap and wake up in the morning to make attempt number two.  Hopefully it will go better then number one.  Maybe this time I can make it out the door, to the car, make the drive past work to the gym, and give the front desk my four digit membership number.  By the way, thinking about the gym, I am now thinking about tanning.  I think iv’e been doing it wrong.  Or I can’ tan, I just burn.  And maybe it’s all the extra layers around me, but I never come out even.  Some parts are redder than other, and the rest just didn’t get any color.  Should I try tanning oil?  I just do not know.  I wonder how a hydro message would feel on my foot.  Oh the perks of a 24hr gym with tanning and message chairs.  Until next time goodbye.

I had to pee so bad today…

…but I had to hold it in for a drug test for school.  I had an appointment for 2pm and didn’t go back to the drug test/ background check until close to 3pm.  And of course when I finally got back they did the fingerprinting first.  It pretty much sucked, but put some excitement in my day.  You know my life is boring when the excitement is holding in my pee.  It was an uneventful day all together.  I went to the library to print some workout plans, and went up to school to get the forms for my clinical background check.  Two more days and i find out what hospital I will be working in one day a week.  Planning on going up to the gym later tonight.  Oh the perks of a 24hr gym.  Haven’t been up there in over a month due to my foot surgery and I feel weird about going back there.  I’m both excited and nervous, although I have no idea why i’m nervous.  Iv’e been there many times but right now it seems more surreal, due to the fact that i’m sticking to a plan now.  More updates to come.  So until next time goodbye.

Am I Really Here?

So here I am.  Sitting in my room at one in the morning tying out my first blog.  Why here?  Because my sister posted her blog and I clicked the “join here” button.  Not much to say really.  I’m here, and if you’re reading this, you’re here too.  This blog may have some grammatical errors due to the fact that I just can’t type for shit.  Why did I choose to do a blog?  Well it’s a long story.  Not really.  It just seemed like the right thing to start off with.  I’m going through a lot of changes in my life, and for some reason what to document everything along the way.  

Everyone says “a new year, a new you” right?  Well that’s the kinda thing i’m going to be writing about.  Today I created a list of goals that are going to be met this year no matter what.  Starting with a competition on http://www.bodybuilding.com.  Not to become a huge muscle head with arms bigger than I am tall(six foot two if you want to know).  But in a fat lose category.  I know i might not win, but it was the push I needed to actually do something about myself.  If you haven’t guessed i’m a bit bigger than most people and want to change how I live.

So this is the first thing on my 2013 goals list.  Step one, enter the contest and take a front, back, and side view of myself in the mirror.  Actually a lot harder then you might think.  But it’s done now and the pictures are on my bodybuilding.com page.  The next step is to get back into the gym to work my ass off(in a healthy way).  So until next time goodbye.